my breastfeeding journey

 Salam and good morning..

wahhh tajuk tanak kalah kau.. padahal baru 3 bulan journeynya..atas permintaan kawan maka iolss up satu entry laa..

ok actually aku bercita-cita nak exclusive breast feed my baby dari zaman dulu kala lagi..masa tengah study lagi ada cita-cita ni.. sebabkan dulu ada jugak subjek pasal breastfeed bagai nikan.. so dari situ la dapat tahu kelebihan titisan emas ni..

so masa pregnantkan Amra selalu blogwalking cari info-info, jenis pump yang sesuai dan gajet-gajet yang lain la seperti cooler bag, storage bottle, bottle warmer and list goes on..

first yang aku survey dulu pump, majority cakap suruh beli brand Medela worth invesment katanya, well aku rasa mostly tahu harga Medela kan.. so aku tak bercita-cita nak beli Medela.. lagipun masa tu aku ada negative thought sikit, aku takut dah beli mahal-mahal tapi tak berjaya.. So masa tu plan nak beli malish Aria je yang double pump..murah sikit..

tapi aku terbekenan pula dengan freemie, so tetiba dapat idea nak beli single pump dengan freemiw je.. kebetulan kakak aku nak let go Malish mango dia yang baru guna beberapa kali je, so aku setuju nak beli yang dia je..

sebulan lebih guna Malish mango single pump without freemie, serius penat weh, takes more time, makanya kecek2 en hubby pun setuju belikan freemie.. tq syg.. kih3..


lepas ada freemie aku bertambah bersemangat waja pump, sebab cepat boleh pump both, lepastu handsfree, aku pernah pump sambil iron baju, lipat baju, sambil makan, sambil baca buku, memang heaven la..

now Amra biasa minum 3oz each so aku perlukan around 21oz per day, but the production around 26-30 oz per day only.. tak tahu la nanti sempat ke tak nak buat stock.. banyak sangat meeting, event bagai so pumping schedule juga berubah.. serius rasa risau jugak ni..


ok back to topic, actually Amra tak la exclusive BF (breastfeed) sebab since day 1 in her life dah kena warded till day 6, so mula-mula tu susu sikit sangat, so kat ward tu nurse dah bagi formula milk, tapi aku berusaha jugak pump and hantar ke hospital, after day 6 Amra dah boleh balik, so since then memang aku bagi direct feed until 2 weeks before aku start kerja, it such heartbreaking masa nak bagi dia bottle fed and formula milk... sedih gilo..but I have to..no choice, tak sempat nak kumpul EBM (expressed breast milk) banyak-banyak.. tapi waktu tu azam kat diri sendiri balik seremban aku mesti rajin pump and kumpul.. Alhamdulillah masa balik 2 minggu kemudian aku berjaya kumpul..


seriously BF anak memang sangat mencabar, salute sangat dekat mommy2 yang dapat BF anak sampai 2 tahun.. aku ni hati dan minda nak kena gagah, bila penat always remind myself "I must fed her..I must fed her"


so aku ada lagi 1 tahun 9 bulan to fed her.. ermm.. wish me luck..inshaAllah

hahahaaa..kena sangat dengan diri sendiri

a letter to my self

Salam,

Dear me, MySelf, and I,

Today dah 9 bulan kerja as dietitian, tolak maternity leaves 2 bulan so jadi 7 bulan la.. perasaan?
erm.. bersyukur Allah masih murahkan rezeki aku ada jugak kerja.. but somehow rasa bosan gila kerja macam ni.. kadang-kadang hari yang rajin seronok jumpa patient, kadang-kadang rasa down..macam stranded kat sini..pfff

mungkin sebab diusia muda remaja (*muda remaja la sangat) camni terpaksa menjadi seorang ketua jabatan, which is aku rasa sangat tak layak, patut yang lebih berusia lagi yang jadi.. tapi no choice.. sungguh pun ada elaun tapi aku tak rasa berbaloi langsung.. I need my remaja timeeeee..

setiap hari pergi kerja with no spirit.. balik rumah fikir kerja untuk hari esok, lusa, tulat, tubir.. and list goes on..

penat weh, admin work, jumpa patient, community talk, health screening talk, consultation, kitchen, staff.. kadang-kadang fikir seronok juge jadi kerani je.. duduk je setempat.. tak perlun nak mingle around..

tapi dalam masa 7 bulan ni terlampau banyak yang aku belajar, ok.. aku patut bersyukur disitu..

one day tertengok cerita tundukkan playboy itu pukul 7 pm (*tertengok ok..in case my husband read this..haha).. i got something which is aku patut bersyukur masih ada rezeki , Allah masih sayang, He gives us what we need, not what we want..

but im still looking the best in my life, which is i also do not know what is that..rasa macam nak sambung study pun ade..


Tuhanku,
Kau murahkanlah rezeki buatku dan seluruh keluargaku...






sincerely,
me





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Amra Surfina

 Salam

Alhamdulillah all prises to Allah bagi aku peluang untuk jadi seorang ibu.. finally selamat lahirkan seorang puteri pada 20 December 2015 which is awal 2 minggu dari due date..

dah 2 bulan baru sempat nak update

 abi dan ummi sepakat namakan our first baby as

AMRA SURFINA 

Amra bint Abdur-Rahman was amongst the greatest of the female Successors, of the second generation, the generation that came after that of the companions of the Prophet Muhammad SAW. She was a jurist, a mufti, and a Hadith specialist.

Amra was a student under Aisha bint Abu Bakr, the Prophet’s wife and an influential trasmitter of ahadith transmitter. Aisha opinion carried more weight than many other authorities so that there are records of her revering decisions by other judges. In fact Aisha was regarded as the prime authority on legal concerns including that of agriculture.   

Amra was actually the grand daughter of one of the companions of the Holy Prophet (pbuh) by the name of Asad ibn Zararah Ansari. She had a special relationship with Aisha (RA) and according to the scholar Iman Bukhari (RA) acted as her secretary responsible for all of Aisha's correspondence. It is also believed by what the scholar Ibn Habban has taught, that Amra was the person to have received the best knowledge of ahadith from Aisha (RA). 

The great Caliph `Umar ibn ‘Abdul-`Aziz used to say: "If you want to learn Hadith go to Amra." Imam Zuhri, who is credited with compiling the first systematically edited compilation of Hadith used to say: "Go to Amra, she is the vast vessel of Hadith."

During that time, the Judge of Madinah ruled in a case involving a Christian thief from Syria who had stolen something. The judge had ordered that his hand be severed. When Amra bint Abdur-Rahman heard of this decision, she immediately told one of her students to go tell the judge that he cannot severe the man’s hand because he had stolen something whose value was less than a single gold coin (dinar). As soon as he heard what Amra had said, he ordered that the man be released, unharmed.

He did not question her authority, nor did he seek a second opinion from other scholars, who were quite numerous in Madinah at the time. They included the likes of Sa`id ibn Al-Musayyib. This incident is recorded in the Muwatta’ of Imam Malik, and this ruling is also his opinion in such cases. 

Amra exemplified a tradition of scholarly excellence among women, which continued throughout the centuries.

Surfina pula maksudnya yang bersih suci

Ummi doakan Amra Surfina jadi sehebat Amra  bint Abdur-Rahman

here we go few pic as kenangan untuk abi ummi dan amra in future

fresh from oven

few hours

1 month

2 months

love

~ummi~

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